Love, alittle sweet yet alittle bitter.

:D

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Family, matter the most. That explain the smiley.

First of all, Happy Belated Birthday My Beloved Grandfather. Though you're over at a different world, we're still gonna miss you.

Grand's house for dinner after brother & friend ended their mahjong over at our house.

Like finally, all is present. ((: It's actually so nice to be back like how we use to be, just sitting around in the hall, watching telly & laughing out loud together. I'm sure grandmum love this the most. (: Just like the same old good time when we will gathered together eating snacks & chatting away. Or when we were much younger, we'll all run about in the hall playing " catching", just like what those little cousin is doing nowadays. How nice. (:


I headed home. Brother, sister & weixiang slacked somewhere downstairs before they went over to xinqi/kiasiang's house to stay over. Mahjong game again I think.


Home alone. I started watching hotshots & some other Northbrooks's video to pass the night.

Woke up at late evening today. Worst off feeling. I wonder how am I to go prawning tomorrow. Seriously hope my throat gets better by thursday as well. BBQ. (:

Blade, 10.3opm. (:

P.S. All the photos is taken by my sister. I just took it to make my blog alittle lively. Hah!

Enjoy everyday like it's gonna end anytime.

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Because, somehow I still miss the good old time.

No more contact lens for the time being. Haha. Unless, I'm going out. It feels kinda nice without lens that cause my eyes to tear. Nerd looking. But, I Iike. Haha!
Home on the 26th & helped sister with her teacher's day "card" for mdm phua. (: Been some time since I last did the letter-ing & measurements. But, I'm glad it turns out nice.

Pool over at safra with leona, charis, darrell, jiasheng, weian, william, eugene & eugene's friend on the 27th for a few hours.

Actually, going to find coach kang to chill but never. Then, walked over to 418 with leona & charis for our meal. The guys went their way. Chatted till around 7. Coach called to ask if we wanted to go over to DG mrt station & he'll fetch us from there to his pub. But, it's kinda late thus never.

We walked over to charis's house at around 9. Leona was waiting for houwen to end work thus she went to pass time over at her house. I met up with yeemay & made our way over to myron's house for mahjong.

3am, break & had nasi lemark. Finished "Fated to love you" last ep. (: & I have yet to watch "Hot shot " ep 5.

Continued mahjong-ing. Eugene, like always, did things that keep us laughing. He tried to make the game proceed faster by helping us arranged the tiles & by moving his hand damn fast. Laughoutloud.

& I thought I was super unlucky that day cause when I was playing pool, almost every shot I hit, the white ball goes in. Lol. But, I was kinda lucky that night while playing mahjong. (:

Ended at 9am in the morning & I cabbed home dropping eugene nearby his house. (: Super shag, tired.

But, I didn't had a good sleep & continued staying awake forcing myself not to sleep for no reason at all. I'm sucha bad owner to my own body.

Slept at 2am & woke up only at 9am when I'm like suppose to meet the rest (leona, charis, darrell, darren & ernest) to go back to Northbrooks. & so, I was late for an hour. Dearest omella foo is enjoying herself at genting thus she didn't join us. (:

Concert. (: The students really show how much they appreciated their teacher's hard work. (:

Lots & lots of ex student was back. Jiali came after she finished school. (: Saw a number of familiar faces too. ((: Yvonnetang, ishaq, jemjem, moomoo, yongsoon...

After the concert, we headed to 4G for their "Goo Goo Fest", mini concert dedicated specially for their teachers. (: Enthusiastic, this word fits them to a T. (: Zhengyang is damn funny. Haha. We had a real good laugh. :D

The guys went to play basketball while we girls went off. I decided to head home instead of having lunch with leona & charis. Unwell, feeling really unwell.

Now, my body's showing me how bad I had been ill-treating it. I overworked myself with useless stuff & refused to rest. Now, I'm sick. Headaches, fever & sore throat.

Mummy's so nice. (: She cooked porridge just for me. (: & now my fever is kinda low, better after the long afternoon sleep I think.

Ok, I'm done blogging & I'm going to sleep soon. (:

How ruthless some can be.

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(((:

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Wordy, very wordy. I can't withstand tiredness anymore so I decided not to upload any photos for this post. Really, weary. SORRY.

Grandmum came over with little cousin, denise on the 21st at late evening. Dinner over at ours. :D Every little thing we did interest my adorable little cousin. (: With her around, it's sure to be fill with laughter. :D
I went off to meet leona, charis & darrell over at safra after grandmum went home. Very last min decision. (:

Played 3 games of pool with darrell while they both went acarde. & I'm so happy I won darrell in one game. ((: But, I know he let me win. Haha! It's not possible I could win him with the "skills" I have anyway. Haha. (: Houwen came & we continued playing till 10.30 & went off. Saw kevin lim. (:

Then I got on the phone with yeemay's friend & started talking about english oral & then about O's stuff. & the conversation lasted for about 30 min. Lol.

400plus for supper. (: Lots to talk about with the group of people. ((: & after we were done eating, all walked home. Thankyou, leona & hw for the company. (: It's sucha long way back for you both. Haha.

Didn't manage to turn in early. Hours before oral, lots of question came popping up in my mind. & unknowingly, I kinda kept answering those questions as though I was praticing for my oral conversation.

& all those lasted till morning 10. I planned to wake up at 10 to pratice but I only manage to sleep soundly at that time. & so, I woke up at 1 & got prepared.

Cabbed over to opss, met up with audrey & to their library. & I was certainly shock when I known I was 3rd in the row.

My turn arrived when it was 3. & yea, oral was alright. The question was personal. I was so worried they will ask about matters regarding country/government. Haha! You can actually ask charis how worried I was & pestered her at 4am in the morning! LOL.

Thanks for those goodlucks/wishings. You know who you are. ((: Very much appreciated. :D

Called charis the very moment I was done. & I'm please with myself & I hope that goes for the examiner as well. Hahaha! :DDD So glad it's over! :D

Waited for audrey & then bused back to northpoint. & then I walked over to charis's house. (:

Drama, pizza hut delivery for late lunch, making of hp themes & tv. (((: & charis suddenly wanna compare height with me. Haha! Got all bored & charis suggested playing badminton. So, contacted regina & shengyang. Half a hour & I admit defeat to tiredness.


200 plus mac with charis & sy while regina went home. They ate, I watched. Charis went off early & I continued tallking to sy till 11.3o & back home.

& brother's friend mahjong game going on. Tv, showered & prata shop for my dinner with sister, takeaways. (: Saw ms faith ong! :D & again, she asked me to study EVERYDAY. She's the best teacher ever to me. (: But, I still fail her despite so much effort she put in amath last year. D:

Nevermind, this year for emath, I'm aiming for an A2. (: Now, 9 point on my list. ): I need to get a B4 for both EL & Science. Even better with B3s. Please, please. (: L1R4, I hope for a 17. Not a very good result but still, it's so much better with a 17 then 30. Right? (:

Home, dinner, tv & onlined. (:

& damien suddenly called at 3 & asked me to do some checking for him. Lol. & I helped.

Now, I'm done blogging & my eyes is indeed shutting soon. Goodnights. (:

ANTM-Jaslene. Chio. Haha. I like the picture effect. (:


The thoughts, it counts. Thanks.

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Define love.

Special friend, special friend..

English Oral on coming friday. Been reading aloud to myself for about a week. But still, when I see those words I don't know, I pause there like an idiot. & the " t", "s", "ed". Wah, serious problem. & then the picture discussion. Very dishearted feeling I'm feeling.

"Fated to love you", such a nice show. Some part cracks me yet touches me. (: Finally, it's coming to an end, awaiting the last ep. (((: & "Hot shots", send me laughing whenever "yuandaying" appear. Can't wait for the next ep. (:

Ok, apart from drama. I still don't know how to do the damn oxidation state. Dumb right? I know. Wah, leona help! !!

7am. In about 4 & a half hour time I'm meeting the usual at kahtib, buddies. (: So, I'm going to sleep now.

& good luck to someone. (:

I don't mean to hide/avoid but I don't know how should I react or be like.
I......

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& today, I finally manage to get myself off my bed after omella's call at our meeting time, 4hours of sleep. Goodness, but I manage to pass the day. Lol! So, being very late & the rain, I cabbed over to met them. & I wasn't the latest, kenny was.

Buddies for lunchon with leona, omella, charis & kenny. Then our conversation lasted for hours. We just kept talking & talking. (: How dumb we could actually be when we were young. (: & I so feel like working now after leona told me about work. ):

Then, we left for amk at 5 plus to catch "Meet Dave" & kenny went home. We just walked about to let time pass as the movie starts only at 7.15. Waited for owen & houwen & continue window shopping till it's time for the show. (:

The movie was alright. Some part indeed was funny. But, there is one man sitting nearby us laughter that makes us laugh even more. (:

& I just went bloghopping & I saw a number of people blogging about caterpillers. Eeee. Haha. But, ruike's blog caterpillar joke is indeed funny. It goes..

Johnny: Daddy, are caterpillars good to eat?
Father: Have I not told you never to mention such things during meals!
Mother: Why did you say that, Junior? Why did you ask that question?
Johnny: It's because I saw one on daddy's lettuce, but now it's gone.
HAHA!

Ok, I gonna go sleep soon. (: Shag.

For once I realised...

I actually cares.

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So, all along, we were such a fool. Keep lying.

You, such a jackarse.

Living in a world fill with lies.
Mask, such a hot sell.


Don't ask cause it may be you.

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Daddy scare the hell out of me. He really did. Nevermind, I shouldn't mention the details here. (:

His call & now I'm left awake with only 3 hours of sleep. Yes, I became a nutcase & started watching drama from yesterday 1am to this afternon 3pm before I sleep. Not a very right thing to do, I know. But, I just felt like watching, thus.

Now, I'm all alone at home. & I'm hungry. My tummy's so empty since yesterday junk food. Now, I wish I had some food to chew on. Maybe I should just order mac or maybe call yeemay for supper or maybe I should just cook maggimee.. Ahhh.. Haiya..

Home for the pass 2 days, doing just nothing.

I really hate being alone at home this days. ...

What Hurts The Most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now & then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now & again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
& having so much to say
& watching you walk away
& never knowing
What could have been
& not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doing It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends & I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, living with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
& having so much to say
& watching you walk away
& never knowing
What could have been
& not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
& having so much to say
& watching you walk away
& never knowing
What could have been
& not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do

It plays on.

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It's going to be a super duper long post cause of the pictures! (: Leona's birthday celebration & surprises she had. (:

Train alone to somerset to meet up the rest as I fear I'll be very late cause I wanted to collect my spects. Eventually, the uncle said it wasn't ready. He said it will certainly be done by the 13th but no, it wasn't. So, I left for town. I was kinda pissed then & kept complaining to charis via hp. Haha. & then, I have to travel alone! I hate travellng alone! D:

Reached & met up with them. Went towards the back of cine to find the boys & they wanted to take photos.
Kbox. (: & it's so funny cause the guys all started singing together & their reaction really gave us a good laugh. English cum chinese version of birthday song sang just for leona. :D

After kbox, meilin came & join us. Finally, pj & ml met. (: But, sad to say, pj is going off as she had something on. Alittle pity jiali isn't present. ):

Seoul Garden for dinner. (: Not a lot of variety of food as compare to causeway. But, still we had fun. Poor darrell had to sit alone till kangxian arrive.

Tomyum soup with salted vegetables, ml's work. She made our's & darrell's pot of soup salty like hell. HAHA! How funny can she be. Lol! & we then started cooking prawn with tomyum soup on the hotplate. & we don't know if it will have any bad effects anot. Lol.

Horrible ice-cream we had with our own creation. Lol. Maybe that explain why I had tummyache. Haha!

After dinner, we went off & then took some group photos at the middle of taka. But, luckily, it was already 9 plus 10 thus not very crowded. (: Back at yishun. Walked home with charis & Darrell. (: Then darrell started being irritating by singing corner with love's theme song yet again. Guess he hasn't had enough with his solo singing of that song at kbox just then. HAHAHA! :D Must shoot him more for being so irritating at times. Lol!

Happy Birthday once again. :D

Then home. Started waiting for houwen's call cause he planned a surprise for leona. How sweet. (: He really put in alot of effort, I assure. Lol! The way he told me about how he plan this surprise for leona, I can't believe he is the one saying all those. Dots. (: His expression when elaborating, classic.

12 strikes & I called leona, helping houwen with his surprise. He went off after kbox as he wanted to anger leona & then surprise her & he did. Lol. I'm calling her to let her thought that it was NTN downstairs waiting for her but, no, not us but houwen. Lead her downstairs & my job is done. (:

& I forgotten how I spend my night away. I think I used the net till 5. Then, off to bed.

Woke up at 9 & waited for charis to call me. We planned to bake a cake for leona on behalf of NTN. (: Market to get all those stuff & then to charis's house.

Waited for omella then. (: First cake, a failure cause the baking pan we use were too small. I even crack an egg shell into the mixer. Mygoodness! HAHA!



Afterwhich, we started baking the second cake. Omella went off early to met owen as it's their monthsary. (:

Waited & finally, it sucessed! (: Then, we put wipped cream as the cream. Big mistake as it started melting. Eventually, we let it froze. (:

Showered & then cabbed to leona's house. Surprised her. (: She just got up from her nap. Then, while waiting for her to get ready to go out for her date, charis & houwen played deal or no deal, metalslug & some stupid fish eating game online. Lol!

Train back to yishun & walked to charis house. She planned to get the other cake for darrell. (: Accompany her & again, we walked. I'm having headaches & cold sweats all over my body. Definately not a very good feeling.

Pass darrell the cake & then cabbed back to grand's house for dinner. (:

& leona mms me at night thanking us for the surprise cake. (: "Haha we're at east coast park. Thanks for the suprise cake! Muacks! Love you girls".

Back home & watched usa basketball match against greece? with sister. (:

Showered & rested. Then, practised oral till 4 & went to sleep. I know why I'm feeling so sick now.

Up today to help mummy with the praying & then had lunch. (:

& then blogging. :D

& ohya, I gotten my spects! :D I like.

And I dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop

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